a tear.

Listening to those songs, you know the ones? That represent a broken heart. This is where my heart lies tonight, in the verse of one of those sad and depressing songs. I can't help but let a single tear fall from my eye. Maybe I'm the one at fault for this? Did I not make my feelings and thoughts clear? Or was it always a choice of pick and choose who will get you. In that case, I hope she enjoys you. She can have you. My heart, it will always lie in the chours of one of those depressing country songs.

that look

Your clearly happy with her, I can see by that look, if only it was me that you were giving that look to but you chose her and now we're through. glad i got the almost chance to almost love you. Now you'll never know what i hide inside my heart all this time and forever more. It will stay. Till maybe one day its me that you choose.

'That girl'

To be 'that girl' is what i always wanted. To have 'that guy' that all the girls go crazy over. To have 'that car' and 'those friends' and 'the most amazing house' and 'best parents'. Well being 'that girl' might not be all that it looks to be.

resilance of life

School has been reallllyyyyy realllyyyyy rough this week. The passing of someone is allways hard. But 2 losses in less than a year on one school system is hard...i mean first...Caleb(rip) passed away last winter. Now probally one of the best teachers in the school Mr. Yacklin passed away. :/ This school is pretty resilint to be able to handle that..the funeral is at two...this is going to be depressing...wish me and my school luck. :/ </3

life...the way it really is

           Life as it is for me, (as many others) is not always the cherry on top of the ice cream cake. Love is not as simple as Romeo and Juliet make it look. Families are not always  like the ones you see on Lifetime Movie Network. Being 15 isn't as great as Taylor Swift makes it sound. Lets be realistic people, life can suck royally. All you need now is a big crown to make it complete.